amend of the july month

i want to modify.. and that will happen sooner or even this day.! yeah today at the month of July i want changes, chances might be there but what really matter is now. i hope this will make my evolution be governed furthermore for my realistic knowledge and uncommon power. leave everything behind and wait for the world to travel across, to do things that i personally created, be friend to those people who leave a scars of bitterness and moments of happiness.. reboot, refresh, remold, restart or just as simple as reformat. will lead to a proper wage of changes and sooner i will be the person i want to be without any regrets.

get the point.?

i would like to say sorry first to those who cant understand what suppose i write down here in the box.. it seems meaningful in our language than to translate internationally. hehe and one thing i don't easily understand what really I'm trying to impose.. better in tagalog or cebuano.. so what..? i don't need to pretend.. sa tamaan lang..! tagalog ako ehh bisaya ug cebuano, kapampangan keni..? hmmm okay just relax and read between lines..

1. "Kung hindi mo mahal ang isang tao, wag ka nang magpakita ng motibo para mahalin ka nya.."

2. "Huwag mong bitawan ang bagay na hindi mo kayang makitang hawak ng iba."

3. "Huwag mong hawakan kung alam mong bibitawan mo lang."

4. "Huwag na huwag ka hahawak kapag alam mong may hawak ka na."

5. "Parang elevator lang yan eh, bakit mo pagsisiksikan ung sarili mo kung walang pwesto para sayo. Eh meron naman hagdan, ayaw mo lang pansinin."

6. "Kung maghihintay ka nang lalandi sayo, walang mangyayari sa buhay mo.. Dapat lumandi ka din."

7. "Pag may mahal ka at ayaw sayo, hayaan mo. Malay mo sa mga susunod na araw ayaw mo na din sa kanya, naunahan ka lang."

8. "Hiwalayan na kung di ka na masaya. Walang gamot sa tanga kundi pagkukusa."

9. "Pag hindi ka mahal ng mahal mo wag ka magreklamo. Kasi may mga tao rin na di mo mahal pero mahal ka.. Kaya quits lang."

10. "Kung dalawa ang mahal mo, piliin mo yung pangalawa. Kasi hindi ka naman magmamahal ng iba kung mahal mo talaga yung una."

11. "Hindi porke't madalas mong ka-chat, kausap sa telepono, kasama sa mga lakad o ka-text ng wantusawa eh may gusto sayo at magkakatuluyan kayo. Meron lang talagang mga taong sadyang friendly, sweet, flirt, malandi, pa-fall o paasa."

12. "Huwag magmadali sa babae o lalaki. Tatlo, lima, sampung taon, mag-iiba ang pamantayan mo at maiisip mong hindi pala tamang pumili ng kapareha dahil lang maganda o nakakalibog ito. Totong mas mahalaga ang kalooban ng tao higit sa anuman. Sa paglipas ng panahon, maging ang mga crush ng bayan nagmumukha ding pandesal, maniwala ka."

13. "Minsan kahit ikaw ang nakaschedule, kailangan mo pa rin maghintay, kasi hindi ikaw ang priority."

14. "Mahirap pumapel sa buhay ng tao. Lalo na kung hindi ikaw yung bida sa script na pinili nya."

15. "Alam mo ba kung gaano kalayo ang pagitan ng dalawang tao pag nagtalikuran na sila? Kailangan mong libutin ang buong mundo para lang makaharap ulit ang taong tinalikuran mo."

16. "Mas mabuting mabigo sa paggawa ng isang bagay kesa magtagumpay sa paggawa ng wala"

17. "Hindi lahat ng kaya mong intindihin ay katotohan, at hindi lahat ng hindi mo kayang intindihin ay kasinungalingan"

18. "Kung nagmahal ka ng taong di dapat at nasaktan ka, wag mong sisihin ang puso mo. Tumitibok lng yan para mag-supply ng dugo sa katawan mo. Ngayon, kung magaling ka sa anatomy at ang sisisihin mo naman ay ang hypothalamus mo na kumokontrol ng emotions mo, mali ka pa rin! Bakit? Utang na loob! Wag mong isisi sa body organs mo ang mga sama ng loob mo sa buhay! Tandaan mo: magiging masaya ka lang kung matututo kang tanggapin na hindi ang puso, utak, atay o bituka mo ang may kasalanan sa lahat ng nangyari sayo, kundi IKAW mismo!"

19. "Pakawalan mo yung mga bagay na nakakasakit sa iyo kahit na pinasasaya ka nito. Wag mong hintayin ang araw na sakit na lang ang nararamdaman mo at iniwan ka na ng kasiyahan mo."

20. "Gamitin ang puso para alagaan ang mga taong malalapit sa iyo. Gamitin ang utak para alagaan ang sarili mo."

tribute to FATHER's Day

daddy, dad, tatay, papa, father, AMA.. anything you want to be called it is now your time to celebrate the fatherhood.. i have this simple thought for every father.. in every man there is a hidden child who wants to play.. called to be DAD is not just having a child it is being a person of your own.. the best, cool, and nice daddy in the whole world is good to hear but in reality is it really true or its just for a day because its a day celebration of being DAD..? are you enough to be called dad..? yes you are if you know your responsibilities in life having wife and being dad on your child.. but then even the celebration is for daddy's its nice to give thanks and more love to lovely wife because you cannot be father without them.. am i right..? :) stay being a cool dad..! belated Happy Father's day to all 8-)

THINGS that make me DIFFERENT makes me ATTRACTIVE..♂

they laugh because I'm DIFFERENT. i laugh because they're all the SAME..♂ i may not be the most PERFECT guy.. some people says that i was the COFFEE among the TEA, yeah really it makes me different yet with a sensual cup of coffee, a little BITTER.. a little SWEET.. but EXTREMELY HOT.. they say that I'm always living in my IMAGINATION, were they are living in reality.. okay okay fine but in this matter makes me SPECIAL, what is the the beginning of the creation..? huh.. imagination right..? pissed off.! i imagine what i really desire, i will what i imagine and of-course i create what i will.. they always notify that i bring back the FEELING I've learned to FORGET while others they REMINISCING the good times.. precisely i FORGET but i never had a REGRET and those memories make me strong. those people of good time reminisce are certified crank of bully, now who are leaving in imagination..? you hate the reality that's why trying to bring back those good memories.. please watch your words.. especially when it comes out of your mouth.! freak, loser's.. good memories gave extra credit carry on.. feel the pain but never keep it.. pick up the pieces but don't fix back.. :) a person who want to takes life slowly.. just one day at a time..♂ smile and think again.. may the rain gets to pour out from your asses.. why so serious..? chillax! enjoy being common as i enjoyed being me unusual, special and singular.. happy day.. always look up in the sky.. (")

over expectation

know your negative side and let me in, to be your friend.. its just knowing you that how others know you like i know you just being you.. life is full of trials and it doesn't give me any pleasure.. i tried many things in life but suddenly during my premature years this would be considered as my best moved. i cant imagined myself being outfield by my indigo over expectation towards other. somehow, somewhat makes me realized that there are still positive side remains.i don't want to be the person whom you thought i was.. i want difference.. the time i said i want to quit.. i want to be alone.. i want to clear things.. i want to moved on.. i want to let go.. i mean it.. but reality makes me wonder why until now its always on the list of want.. i expect something from other and being rejected means a lot with out further explanation.. why should i.? do i really need it.? or still i want..? rejecting one's means you need to be alarm of yourself that you are already in the above level of know.. take a look around and be in an island as what you want to..

do i need to.? everthing i think

do i need to have rules in my daily living, goals in life, create a steps to be follow wherever i am.? there were times i want to share something in this blog but suddenly time takes action to conquer my itinerary timetable, last few days make me stronger better and better.. things are subconscious upon my imaginative creation of this sacred reality from day to day further on time to time. being busy on something that me, myself don't know what really i want to do and doing. i always ask for signs but what I've seen is those crappy road symbols and yeah it makes me laugh. having not in work and be in work are still the same. labor day past and local holidays. i want to be more mature yeah to be matured as soon as possible. to try something not familiar, categorize and something to experience.. one question always tackled my mind is do i need to be away from people outside my ambiance, to be alone even for a couple of months.. without no one.. a month of works, self building. still a question needs of an answer. i want this, that and those but then don't have one at all. i want to be in a place where i can still gain more knowledge.

nothing wrong.. im always fine..!

not to be emotional being is one of my excellent individuality.. it can get extremely forlorn for me going through an thorny time.. BEWARE.. its easier for me to articulate rage when i am vulnerable.. hkhk don't expect much from me to overflow your crappy expectation.. i am the man, just the way i am... ;)